Desperation

I'm so scared.

I'm so sad.

I'm shaking!

I'm falling to pieces.

Θλίβομαι και κλείνομαι ολοένα και περισσότερο στον εαυτό μου για…

ALL

THIS

WHO

SAID

IS HAPPENING,

DECIDED

for me,

without me.

And what kills me is that they THINK I'm not paying attention,

that I don't understand,

that I don't speak.

And finally

NOBODY LISTENS TO ME.

No one can hear me...

No one, no one, no one...

BUT IT'S NOT LIKE THAT!

And I pull the hair of my soul until it's just as long...

My dishonest soul, living in the body of an unfortunate, supposedly non-verbal autistic.

It's hard to say, but it's torture.

The torture of a deaf society from head to toe!

I'm in despair.

Desperation.

Desperation...